love lasts forever, but feelings can change.
i never doubt that i loved him for over five years, but that love dissipated and made way for apathy and disbelief. i couldn't bring myself to feel so strongly and so positively towards someone who held onto the past so tightly and so negatively. i've changed since high school and i wanted to think he had too, but around his birthday this past year i learned that he still harbored high school drama. he kept his heart cold instead of turning a new, matured page and i figure that if he can forget the good and just focus on the bad, i can forget it all and just focus on someone else.