14 June 2009

next time i'll be better,
bullet proof,
able to weather the storm.
i'll be better than our first meeting,
alluring,
keeping you wanting more.
better than before,
when i let things fall apart.
things always fall apart.
next time i'll be better,
i'll keep it whole to the best of my ability
so that if it still falls,
i won't be able to blame myself
or make rationalizations.

next time i'll be better
at getting over you.