i haven't been looking for you

not recently

it wasn't in the hopes that you'd show up

when i wasn't looking,

though, that would be nice.

no, it's mainly because...

i've already spent so much time

looking, analyzing, agonizing.

and sometimes a girl just needs to stop

stop looking

maybe even stop caring

until one day

someone comes out from the shadows

and takes the shape

of the empty spot beside me

i didn't know was there