i know i haven't found your happiness
but i am happy.
don't wish the best for me
out of pity
i have the best for me
in spite
of the sideways glances
and the reassuring embraces.
i haven't found what you have
but our maps were different.
mine led me to endless horizons,
of chasing the sun over the dateline.
i want to fall asleep and wake up
on the other side of the world.
wish that for me.
wish for safe travels and many departures.
don't be sad for me
i found my version of your happiness.
for now.
my map is still changing
i'm still chasing the endless horizon
and one day i'll close my eyes
fall asleep
and maybe my dream will have aligned with yours
you won't have to be sad for me any longer.