what happens when you look down, and your hands aren't your hands? look nothing like you remember they used to? is it an issue with my eyes? can they not see like they used to? so used to dilated pupils searching in the dark. or are my hands changing, my skin darkening without the sun. when i look down, i don't recognize myself. these hands i use everyday for everything, they're foreign. in a lineup, i wouldn't be able to pick them out, save the nail lacquer.